I love the little hook on the guitar on this one. I started plunking around on this the day before I went in for my treatment to take this radioactive iodine 131, and I had a lot of worries. It's lethal, yet somehow the cure for this cancer. Modern medicine is amazing. We actually weren't even sure if I was gonna be treated with it, since that same day they'd found the metastasis to my hip. They considered surgery, but the area is too small, so they decided to give me a double dose of what they were gonna give me initially.

RAI is usually tolerated really well, except when you get into higher dose, like mine was. I am grateful however, it was nothing like chemo or radiation. That night I was up, not feeling well, scared, wondering is this gonna work? I picked up the guitar Tim got me for my hospital stay and started plucking this line around again. I thought of all my worries and how God was there with me... that line about "Just can't sleep" I couldn't get myself to sleep. I was too scared, but there was God, comforting me as He always does, assuring me, my life is in His hands, I can rest there.