Lyrics

Caught in a crevice deep inside my mind, I see these old pictures
Things that I've left far behind
And in the shadows I see a little baby
But try as he may, he just can't reach me

Oh, how I long to hold you now
Can you ever know?

Decisions we make in the midst of our ignorance
No time to think of living with the consequence
Naive young girl living in two different worlds
Fear was the master of all my ways
Chaos, confusion, a whirl of emotion
And with the stroke of a pen
I took your life away, breath of life away

Oh, how I long to hold you... now

I'm walking with the Lord now
He's forgiven me
But I can't change the things I've done
He's given me a promise that I'll see you soon
And if I can't hold you now, Jedidiah, I'll hold you in my heart
Hold you in my heart
Hold you in my dreams
Hold you in my heart